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Post by » lacey lambert on Aug 15, 2008 22:51:08 GMT -5
» GET OUT
What part of "PRIVATE" do you not understand? If you want, keep reading. You'll probably choke and die when you hear what I've done, though.
THIS MEANS YOU, WHORE!
» TABLE OF CONTENTS
August 15, 2008
THIS MEANS YOU, WHORE!
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Post by » lacey lambert on Aug 15, 2008 22:56:16 GMT -5
» AUGUST 15, 2008
Argh! I am just so frustrated, so confused right now. I feel so lost, like I have no idea who I am.
Right. From the beginning.
So, I was just sitting around at my favorite little Anti-Starbucks coffee shop today, thinking about school starting and summer ending and about how it gives me that lonely, empty feeling. And how I don't dread the school year, but I' m not looking forward to it. I felt empty, and lonely, and I was thinking about maybe calling someone to talk to, and I realized I didn't have any close friends. I felt like no one knew the real me, not even me. I just felt so lonely, so...upset, I guess. I can't find the word to describe it. I just feel so wrong, so...nothing right now.
Who am I? Do I have a future? Will I ever get out of this town? Will I ever get over almost having all my dreams come true, but then at the last minute not having enough money to make it happen? ARGHHHH! What is wrong with me?
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